https://virgool.ir/feed/@reyhanefallah2313شاید یکم حرفای دل یه نقاش! It's reny✨ متولد سال ۸۷ ام و نقاشی فعلا بهترین هنر منهfa2026-11-11 03:54:39https://files.virgool.ir/upload/users/1145414/avatar/PfU2kX.jpghttps://virgool.ir/@reyhanefallah2313https://virgool.ir/@reyhanefallah2313/maybe-just-some-bullst-lenji7ahgfihWell...how am I gonna start?Who should I exactly talk about? And who's gonna care?Actually I'm here just to make myself feel better after every fucking things I've been through It's been almost two years... let me be honest to you Studying is going to be my most important goal in my life but in the same time it's the worst thing everI know I've been really bad at that... but seriously it's not something I can handle ... it's not what I deserve nowI know I couldn't even pass the final exams the way I wanted to but swear to God from the first day of the year I'm doing nothing but studying And is this what I really deserve?Having 28 classmates that they're definitely all bitch as fuck ...like I'm just asking myself how they can be with everyboys in the same time? And how can they call this "love"?The second thing that hurts me a lot...is definitely me dyeing because of this much loneliness....for God sake I need my friends....I can't meet them cause we moved to Tehran for studying and University but they're doing everything but studying....is there anyone to understand the pain in my heart? No there's not....I don't wanna say bullshits... but I hate this period of my life.... compression and judgement is what I face with everyday. And now...I always ask myself...can I end up this one day?or should I end up myself?Nevermind....AMissRenyMissRenyFri, 10 Jan 2025 02:17:30 +0330https://virgool.ir/@reyhanefallah2313/the-difference-between-being-lonely-and-alone-rclulqupcd7vWhat's the diifference between being lonely and alone?Well, i remember when i told my friends : i wanna be alone for a few minutes so i'm going to the yard of school...But, they started to tell me that they are always with me and they love me so much so i shoud'nt be alone when i have them . I was so confused when i heard those words ,in fact i did'nt mean thatI did'nt even want to say something like this._. They are my friends and i love them . i just wanted to be alone for a few minutes. You might know what's the problem , it's just because they don't know the difference between being lonely and alone (._. oh god)Being lonely: It means something like, when you have no friend or when you think that nobody likes you and you can't enjoy your life with yourself and i think that's the worst thing that i've seen in my lifeThis kind of people always want to have a lot of friends but in the same time they scared of being in the crowed .Being alone : I think it's something like being lonely but in good side , for example my self ._.I have a lot of friends and nowadays i'm not afraid of the crowed places, i can talk with all of my classmates good or bad and i can go out with them. And if i say i like to be alone i just want to be with my self sometimes just because i like my self and i enjoy my life when i writte something in english without any help or i draw a face and even the times i'm thinking about my own world . If someone said i like to be alone for some moment , just let her/him to be alone but, if it takes a long time , than you must fix it my friend to my good friends: I hope you understand everything , i don't hate you and having some friends like you makes me so happydo you think you're alone or lonely?MissRenyMissRenyWed, 28 Dec 2022 16:44:04 +0330https://virgool.ir/@reyhanefallah2313/a-word-to-my-elder-brother-a-siuhxbl49r7k"A word to my elder brother Amir":first of all...i was gonna tell you these words before you go to university but, i was really shy so i could'nt tell you ):my dear brother...that's right, im only fourteen years old but i can say i know more than every fourteen years old girl . what actualy makes me say this with confidence? of course that's you(: you are the best brother that we have (my twin brother and i) because you're artist and clever and the most important thing, you're kind. i'm so proud that you're my brother cause you made me to be interested in English and learning it my dear brother...you showed me that somethings are not all my life and i must find my own way and try for that, and i think im living better than past cause im trying hard for my way to learn English so fast and if im good at english that's all because of you , i saw that you were professional so wanted to be like you.my dear brother....you were always good to me but when you went to university i became so upset cause there was'nt my brother anymore and as it turns out... talking to you was one of my habits . i was so confused, i did'nt know what should i do, who should i talk with and what should i say . that was the moment that i find out how perfect you are , i was so talkative but you were always listenin to me and thinking about this makes me happy ."i wish the best for you and i hope you'll get what you wantMissRenyMissRenyThu, 22 Dec 2022 16:11:16 +0330