We all have some days that we can't do anything but being bored! I always force myself to develop and my expectations are more than my function and this makes me disappointed...
Last day I was so sick and tiered and also my PMS was beginning. I had a fight with my sister and I did nothing in my whole day, but spent almost 4 hours on Instagram, scrolling and watching videos. In these times I can't even text back to my friends. I just want to lie down under the blanket and eat chocolates. So I did but every time I feel guilty cause I think I'm lazy.
In the end of the day I listened to "Masty o Rasty" podcast by King Raam and he was talking about The Art of Boredom which says its not that bad if you are bored and its okay to not be fine, you can use it in a good way and gain some energy and revitalize yourself.
Here is a video about that:
Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone
'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything
I'm gonna kick my feet up, then stare at the fan
Turn the TV on, throw my hand in my pants
Nobody's gon' tell me I can't, no!
I'll be lounging on the couch, just chilling in my Snuggie
Click to MTV, so they can teach me how to dougie
'Cause in my castle I'm the freaking man
Oh Yes! I said it, I said it, I said it 'cause I can
(The Lazy Song by Bruno mars)
September 5, 2021
