As almost everyone feels lonely and rejected at different periods of their lives, I felt the same.
There was a time I thought:
"you needed someone special — someone just to yourself".
I think, culturally, we're defined by our connections, because there is no society if there is no connection among its members.
But it turned out that my analysis of my relationship to myself and others was wrong.
There was a moment when I caught myself crying, and I asked myself:
"Aren't you tired?"
Well, I was fed up with pretence and not being myself.
Then a scene from the movie Thanks for Sharing got mixed with this piece from Blomqvist called "Dance with Me."
I remember asking myself:
"Will you dance with me? Will you go out with me exclusively?"
From then on, I felt less rejected, less trapped, less abandoned and neglected.
I couldn't believe a simple act of kindness could cause a sheer feeling of being loved, sparkling in the bottom of my stomach.
It was a tough realization that:
"I need self-love more than exclusive love".
You can find all of these songs and much more in my Tel Channel. I share almost everything there.
Monday, Mehr 13, 1405 AP - 06 : 04 : 24 PM
